Sunday, March 16, 2014

Little fish. Endless Ocean

Okay, so first off, I'll start by saying: I'M OFFICIALLY A GRADUATE!! Secondly, I'm now completely independent. Third I'm still single. I think those three statements pretty much round up everything that's going on right now. It's quite overwhelming, especially when you don't have support from the people you need it from the most. However, knowing that I have to put a roof over my own head has lead to some interesting self discovery opportunities. I've learnt a lot about myself in the last few weeks. Pushed some boundaries, drew new lines (erased old ones), developed new relationships and let go of some that had clearly reached their expiration date!

The thing that scares me the most: if I had to see myself a year from now: would I recognise myself? (and I'm not refering to all the take-aways I've been eating lately) I mean will I still be the Yolanda I am now. Sometimes life pushes you in directions you'd never intended on taking, but how do you stay intact...

I hope I can read this a year from now, and still be able to say I'm the same person.